I practised hating you in order to break up with you..
I practised hating you in order to forget you..
I drank more than I ate..
And I embraced my liquid wasted inside..
Because I’m your girl that only knows you..
I put on high heels and thick makeup..
So you can notice me with single look..
So you can be shaken when you see me..
I put on high heels and put on makeup once again..
Maybe then you will embrace me again..
Maybe then you will be shaken..
I miss you..
I miss you so much..
Even if I miss you..I should hold it in
Because I’m your girl that only knows you..
As I put on my heels..
Why don’t you die instead..
Of giving me pain of waiting for you..
Why don’t you run instead..
Of giving me chances to follow you..
Why don’t you let me take your heart instead..
Of giving me high hopes and dreams..
My heart has stopped beating for a while..
Should I end it like others too instead..
Of me wearing heels again…